Sometimes . . . I GRIEVE for my Egyptian, multi-level, brilliantly colored,
spacious top of the world home with massive, plant-adorned balcony.
Sometimes I LONG for the simplicity of life in Africa, where we walked peaceful dirt roads, shared by donkey carts, and everyone had plenty of time for a visit and cup of tea.
Sometimes . . . I TREMBLE at the plight of women in countries I used to call home - sentenced to death for their faith in God, or abducted from school and forced to be brides of unknown men.
HOW do I 'speak up for' THEM, Lord?'
And then . .
Sometimes I QUESTION the ironies of life . . somewhere in the world, a mama or papa easily drops off a child at an orphanage and walks away,
while somewhere far, far away, a Mama and Papa are turning their lives upside down in passionate attempt to rescue that same child, abandoned so easily.
Sometimes I REMEMBER the little noses and toes of children left behind, stuffed in orphanages where resources and space are scare, and love has run dry . . and I want to kiss their little heads and pray over them.
Sometimes, I CRAVE speaking Arabic, because words in my mother tongue simply aren't enough.
الحمد لله
Sometimes, I WAKE thinking of millions of Syrian refugees, people just like you and I, and panic -wondering what's next for them?
No home, no school, no clinics, no food, no work . ..and I am ready to grab my child and rush off to settle among them, in attempt to help . .
Sometimes I FEAR I'll forget . . . the great needs of the suffering world and the poverty of life of those with whom I lived and worked for so many years . . and then settle for a life of stability, safety and comfort.
I remember them with tears, and hear Him saying . . . .
"Blessed are you poor, for yours is the Kingdom of Heaven!"
Sometimes I WONDER . . .what difference can I make for the suffering, impoverished,
the orphaned. . . by just adopting one, or two children.
One or two, and still there are an estimated 153,000,000.
(Sometimes . .. I ponder waaay too much)
Our time on Earth is so very short, friends .. and we have but one chance to make a difference . .
Pray often. GO! Give generously,
support fully - others who are doing these things . . .
(with respect & gratitude to the Peck family)
https://rally.org/nancyesposito
Thanks Nancy. I'm sorry I wasn't able to visit your colorful home in Egypt, but you are making it come alive in your writings. And, don't worry, you will never forget them. I was only in Namibia for 2 weeks and I still remember those children. God breaks our hearts for what breaks his. ~Birdie
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